After all this time, I may have discovered what He has been trying to tell me,
I’ve got to fix my karma.
In this life, I have done some bad things, some evil things.
Many look at me, claiming I’ve never been punished,
God, are they wrong.
Everyday I’m punished inside,
Ripped away from the few people that mean the most to me on this Earth.
So, this summer,
I’m fixing my karma.
I’m starting with going against the one thing that I have always known,
The one thing that has always been the most comfortable to me.
I don’t need it anymore,
That’s not the girl I am anymore.
And, it’s the only way for me to fix what I have broken,
Within myself, and with you.
I need to get on that plane,
And fly those 1500 miles.
That is the only way I will be whole again.
This summer is all about me,
And fixing the things I have broken within myself,
So I can fix the things that I have broken everywhere else.
Things have a funny way of fixing themselves in the end,
Sometimes they just need a little push.
So, here is that push…